quick one but still as long

busy busy busy. this is what i can describe my life now and my whole week plan is screw up by one presentation. however i will gladly had my whole plan screw up than to lose this project.

nvm. some pics first before my deep thoughts.

Clementi SCS 08/09 committee


my befriendee just don't like to take pics with me. Sobz.


Our bowling session. wooo!!!


ok, i guess i am not feeling high the past 2 days, partly due to the presentation prep as i never like those last min "shoot down" work.

i am quite disappointed with myself. things have not been going on well for me. perhaps i am expecting too much from myself. i guess the higher the expectation the greater the disappointment when it didn't meet your expectation.

i feel that:

i am not helping much with the presentation.
i am lost in lectures.
i am hopeless in my CCA task as well.
i cannot multi- task.
i had tried but not enough.
i should just forget the whole thing.
i should stop letting my mind wander off.
i should stop procrastinating.

in short, i am an utter DISAPPOINTMENT.