emptiness

go back to sch after a long 3 months break and it is nice and refreshing to see so many ppl in the institution again. wanted to print notes, but the com is fully booked. saw liang wei and his gf, so me and wil2 went to lunch with them.

went Kboxing with kahu-ers and i guess it will be the last outing for me as i am going to be very busy with life in the coming wks.

went tuition and Marcus's mum requested me to go everyday for this 2 wks which i agreed. So i guess, other than sch, csc, it will be tuition. Though Marcus is stubborn and can be very naughty but whenever i teach him, i feel very happy. He will just give that adorable innocent face whenever i scold him which make me "xin ruan" and stop scolding him. So despite having to give him tuition everyday, i do not find it a bother.

i am feeling empty. Don't understand why but somehow that long and quiet bus ride home along the cementry did make me emo again. Just something i "kop" from some where ( maybe it will explain better than i write.)

才離開沒多久就開始 擔心今天的妳過得好不好
整個畫面是妳 想妳想的睡不著
嘴嘟嘟那可愛的模樣 還有在妳身上香香的味道
我的快樂是妳 想妳想的都會笑

就是開不了口讓她知道
我一定會呵護著妳也逗妳笑
妳對我有多重要 我後悔沒讓妳知道
安靜的聽妳撒嬌 看妳睡著一直到老
就是開不了口讓她知道
就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到
整顆心懸在半空我只能夠遠遠看著
這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我