oh, thank goodness, blogger is finally back to what is before. Now i can see the editing buttons again. YEAH!!

anyway, i am feeling bored now. Bored not because i have nothing to do. I can choose to sleep, or even read a book. however i choose none of it cos i also don't know why.

the past 3 days had gone by like a breeze.

swimming until my whole arms ache seems to do the trick now when i feel sianz about life. though i got 3 other pals who went with me but they just lie on the tanning bench while i swim away. Though the number of laps i swim is very few, but i still ache alot. it is good too since it will build up my stamina for swimming :)

farewell for my good buddy wilson. one more to leave this country for half a yr. so envious of them to be able to be away experiencing a different type of education.

went ahead to science center. finally. now with a wk to go, the number of activities we set out to do at the beginning of this holidays and have yet to do it has decreased to ONE! guess it won't happen this hols though since the amount of time left is not alot.

i really don't know how to comment. What does it mean by "got me or not does not make a difference?"
seriously i hate to say this, but really wonder where is the commitment? and what is the motive of joining a program? know more girls?
haiz!

i always hate last min changes. and it happened again. Not the first time but i shall continue to endure. 2 more months i will not have to endure this last min cancelation shit.
i really hope the kid will be more "zhen qi" and continue to improve. from fail to B. and hopefully when the crunch time come, an A will be there.
though i know the chance is low considering i only see him like once a mth? i am no superman too!

on the other hand, the long term boy continue to impress me with his work ethic. though he is lazy from the start, but recent changes make me feel more attached to him. What's more, he just "chased" his other tutor away. So i should feel honoured that he didn't chase me off?

another 5 more days and sch will start officially. and this 5 days will be the busiest days i ever had since holiday start. of cos it is because all is play and no work.

3 more days, the number change. i didn't bother to countdown this time round. simply put, there is nothing much to celebrate too. LOL!! in the past, it is a time to show that we have grown up, but now, it is signifying growing OLD!

3 mods, 1 FYP. this sem look super slack or is it just a smokescreen. whatever it is, i really need to work harder. Last one to turn things round. if i would say i am super motivated, i would be lying. in fact, i am losing the motivation. the odds is all against me, yet i am trying to do the impossible. Looking at the few others course mates who had achieve what they want and just need to maintain make me feel even worst. the only thing i can say is, i regret what had happen in the beginning.

saw quite a few familiar faces from 41 this holidays. the ah bengs had all grown up and seriously who would have thought they will all continue to further their studies after their 2 yrs of services. All along, the image they portrait to me was they will work after the 2 yrs but surprisingly half of them went on to study- be it poly or retaking their ITE.it is always nice to know that everyone is doing well.

lastly, can the person who view my blog almost daily from NEW JERSEY pls leave me a tag with ur name in my tagboard. I am really interested to know who you are. :)