Do i have the right to question others' committment? i believe i do.
Did i shrug of my responsibility? i think i did at certain point of time.
Did i fail to live up to expectation? definitely.
On a whole, I FAILED terribly.

i thought it was all of my own views till i know of others who see the same as me. Personally, it is my fault. had i been vocal enough, things might not be in this way.

i saw this coming even before things happen but all i can do is nthing.
i was told to see it in other way and i did cos it is really supposed to be done on their freewill and not to be forced on.

Perhaps, i see committment and responsibility different from others which make me feel vexed when things are not done. I really wish i could had change things round.

:(