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    Friday, April 17, 2009

    Anxiety Attack

    i think i am suffering from anxiety.
    for a long time since i have this behaviour. I guess the last time was the 'O's when i pushed myself to do well. Now i seem to have this feeling and that whole behaviour re-enact again, so much so that mum forced me to sleep instead of study.
    i guess the actions are obvious. Everytime i feel uncomfortable, i start eating chocolate. and i guess i ate a bit too much last night that result in her forcing me to sleep. basically whatever chocolate she had stored in the fridge was cleared by me in that 2 hr binge and only this morning did i realise how many craps i had eaten. 3 snickers bar, 1 whole bar of dark choco, half a bar of dairy dreams and 1 box of meltykiss. Damn alot.
    anyway, the 12 hour sleep i had kind of soothe the nerve a little and the sad thing is i don't have any chocolate in my fridge :(

    i really dun understand what is wrong. but am i really stress out? i seriously don't feel stress or perhaps i am just worried that i fail to achieve the target i set out for this sem. Seriously, it is not easy but it is not unrealistic too. or maybe i had adopted the lazy man attitude so much so that i find any target unachievable.

    i had taken a step back and slept for 12 hr. too much time lost, and it is time to play catch up with the notes again. hopefully this time round, NO MORE CHOCOLATE BINGE!

    To all having exams, Jia You and Good Luck!

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