Updates!!

Alright, first of all. I have decided to privatize my BLOG again!! however this time round, instead of blog shifting, i had make it password protected instead. The reason is simple. I have not been able to blog openly in the past few mths. ppl might have guess it or they might not. But i just don't wish to hide things inside my heart as it is very bothering, thus that is how the private blog thingy came abt.

just some stuff that happen the past 2 days.

fri was a breeze. No lab meaning I HAD a free day. So i slept until i woke up happily and naturally. instead of the usual 8am waking time, i woke up at 10. Met up with edm for lunch as i hated lunching alone before going to find Jonathan phang as well as Liang wei to study at biz lib. msg wil2 to let him noe we were there. after a while LW left for lesson and Wil2 came along with vic, mich and Jokes. JP asked me something which i think is quite funny: how come he came with them? he not here for us? hearing this, i do admit i feel disappointed that wil2 came with Kahu and he sat with them instead of us. He somehow forgotten abt the"brothers". but whatever it is, i just didn't join them when JP left for his lesson. the whole afternoon was wasted as i did not study much. Was totally distracted as she was directly opposite me. Haiz!!
went to meet prof during the evening and guess what. PROF ps us. he didn't come and didn't even pick up our call. after 1 hr, we decided to leave. Was telling Jin today that the prof is sacked by the company due to the recession and what a screwed up team we have. LOL.
Went off to MAF. was quite shocked at the turnout. Anyway, i really cannot remember much abt MAF except for 2 things. First, i keep laughing at luke calling him elephant. Alright, it is not the first time i bully him but as usual, i begin to feel guilty after i did the damage. Hope he really can take the joke. Second, was the judges for the finale. mich was with me as she did not want to play and get wilson who was supposed to be with me to replace. it was kind of weird as this was the first time the 2 of us were alone. Somehow i tried to converse but as expected it didn't go on well. the worst i always believe to happen is "leng chang". Really feel that the more i fear, the more likely it will happen. Haiz, was super disappointed with myself but this only show one thing. I am for real this time round. As that is my normal reaction towards some one i like.

Sat, woke up early despite a late night. Mum asked me to accompany her to bank. So off i went before heading to sch to study. GAW was happening below. to see ppl having fun while u r mugging hurts but i need to be discipline as i failed to complete what i need to on fri, this is to make up for the losses. Anyway, it was super productive and i was glad with it that i went off earlier than planned and met up with YP and Sis to head to LB.
LB was a totally experience for me today. All along, i thought it is helping them with Housework and some hands on, but i was totally wrong. i am supposed to interact with them. But i do feel kind of weird that the whole 2 hrs i was quiet. Conversing with strangers is already an obstacle for me. but to did it in Hokkien is even worse though i can easily speak hokkien with ease. Need to really pick up what wilson say is a skill. I got to agree it is really a skill.
headed off for movie at vivo with sis, luke and Jin. Watched painted skin. got to say, i really enjoyed the movie. one reason is becos of the wonderful story, another of cos is becos of Zhou Xun. Pretty pretty. And what's more is that it was great company. 3 of the closest ppl in my uni life. Jin is here cos i am totally not close with him during poly. LOL!
went off to vin's house to celebrate book bday. initally decided not to go, however, vin told me sophia is there, so i decided to go. Anyway, just before i head there i already know sop is not going but i decided to go anyway. worse thing is vin msg me to say sop is waiting for me. Really hate this, why must lie to me that sop is there just to make me go. I will go if i want to. Not because who is there. But watever it is, i do feel cheated. When i reached there, book is already drunk, so he didn't know i was there. wx, jy, wx's gf, Hong and a few unknown ppl were there too. however they seems to be very high as they are in their party mood. wx's gf keep coming to me asking me to talk. feel quite irritated so in the end, i decided to leave after a 15 mins face showing visit. Lesson learnt: Nv go to a party when everyone is high.

alright, eventful? lol. but whatever it is. Now that i had privatize the blog, i am going blog again soon. Just to thrash out the feelings. As for now, it is soccer time!!! England!! should be another disappointing match.