Bbrrr!!! i am feeling cold!!! bbrrr...
had not been feeling well since yesterday morning. Got to say it had something to do with the nightmare i had. Super scary and till now it is still fresh in my mind. dreamt that i was walking to my granny house. the old one at circuit road which she had shifted since my sec sch. instead of seeing her inside, i saw a empty coffin and 2 strangers in it. one of them look super familiar but somehow i can't match any name to the face. But whatever it is, after the shock, i was awakend and i realised i was in cold sweat. This is due to the hot weather not because of my fear but subsequently i guess it is fear as i heard tapping sound coming from the living room. Since door is closed, i do not know what is it. So despite the curiosity to see, i decided to "hide under my blanket" instead. and fortunately i managed to sleep thru the night. when i was home last night, i asked mum if she heard and her reply was she only heard me scream the whole night. OMG!! how come i don't remember it. Now seriously i am having fear. It can be deem hum ji, but haiz, when u r alone, it is really scary. Like what i told some of my friends, everything is a false front when ppl say they are not scared. and for me, it is the same, reason being, if i admit i am scared, ppl around will begin to feel fear too! simple as that. But of cos in a grp the fear is not there at all. anyway, what i wan say is NV show Fear/ pain/ shaggness in front of others but when u r in your own world, everything is free to reveal.
And to add on, i guess my fever is coming due to the lack of sleep. though the dream didn't come again last night, but i do have another nightmare again! though i can't remember it already. Is it a sign? *pondering*
befriending resume yesterday. quite fun as it was end of exam party for the befriendees. Great to see them after a 3 wks break and of cos with the tibits and lots of great fun playing 'guess the celebraties'.
last wk, Prof change meeting time from wed to fri and ended up putting plane on fri. Today he changed again to tml. Hopefully he don't put us plane again. fed up, but there is really nothing much i can do. So luke and sis, sorry!! don't blame me. Blame it on fate that this is happening.
with the change of meeting time, i headed off to imm to get the present for wil2. Yar, i am supposed to plan his 'not so secret' (reason being he was the one who asked me to plan and he want to pretend it as a secret party for him) celebration but was quite lazy to do anything. LOL! ok, i got a card for him, super hard to choose cos initially i pick a small one, but after some thought i decided to get a BIG one. LOL. and at the same time i got 3 other cards. SO ppl having their birthdays in the upcoming wks, i had already got ur cards. It is going to save me a trip. After that headed to get the adidas slippers that wil2 special requested. Got a discount for it cos i am super nice to the staff and she willingly use the staff discount and get it for me. if wil2 noe it, he will be stun. LOL! ok, after that i head to swensen to reserve the table, but stupid thing is they don't allow it. Haiz. so now, everything is settled except for the dining area. hmm, guess will go early and pray for the best!!
the celebration will not be the best but i think i did the minimum required already. Better than someone who say want plan for me but ended up not doing anything!! and i am planning for him now!! LOL!
ok, going catch some sleep now. I got a feeling fever breaking out soon!! and i dun need such unwelcome event especially when fri is approaching.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
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