Memories!

just back from a day work!
Sch project meeting~ so sad as i need to leave early for tuition and miss the rest of the discussion. Hopefully this will be the last time.
tuition which make me pek cek. wanted to do so much but there seems to be little i can do. really dunnoe why Marcus is not putting in the effort when he is just 1 wks away from exam.
went CWP to meet luke and sis for dinner before watching wu xia liang zhu. Got to say the whole show is spoilt by Wu Zun acting. haiz. But other than that it is indeed a emo show. Something i wanted and managed to convince the 2 of them to watch. Emoing is what i am doing, seeing Ah Sa in the movie is just to cover up. I never like twins anyway!!

took bus from woodland back home. Could have took a train back which is half the amount of time needed to reach home but choose to do otherwise. Perhaps the one hr i took is long enough for me to emo! and think!

Project is not going on smoothly. Budget constraint is our biggest problem. but i believe the 6 of us can create something out of nothing. Really feel bad that i cannot contribute further.

was hearing this song on the trip to tuition. Quite a random one since it is a long time i listen to MP3 instead of FM and yet i tune to this song. It is moment like tis that this song give me a bit of motivation. Feeling lost!! terribly lost. everytime i feel down, this will be the one that keep playing in my head. Call it crazy but i do really feel lost and down. i can't see the light, yet i dunnoe the reason why. Just to share, meaningful lyrics.

Hero

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

Chorus:
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face your world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Chorus

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

Chorus

Guess this song will be in my playlist till i am of better mood!!

Hmm, as i emo on, and listening back to the FM, this song came along. How nice eh!! and it let me think a bit of the past. Something i tried hard to forget but somehow a bit of memories still linger on. And like the lyrics said, Good memories are left behind but it still somehow make me feel a bit of regret! Sing along if u are emoing like me!!


I set the 2 wks dateline. it is approaching. i dun wan to escape. Let's face it. Just do it. Though i know the chance had decreased. Instead of the 50/50 success rate, now it is down to 1/99 success rate. Am i being pessimistic? perhaps, but it is just telling me one thing. Hesitation will result in failure. Plan and Plan will make more assumptions and thought. This is something that need swift decision and action. So i should not hesitate anymore. Let fate decide, as i keep my fingers cross!

Emo on! As the day grow darker, my life get darker as well. Lit it up with a bit of hero!!