mind sorting!

went see Bro new place. Damn envy of him, got his own house now. of cos that's becos he is married. when i enter that empty house, was wondering what it will be like in future when i enter my own. LOL. better stop daydreaming cos it takes 2 names to buy one house. WAHAHA!

morning played soccer. Was quite happy with the turnout and glad to see that everyone is preparing to make it a regular game. though as usual i played like crap, but the point is when i see everyone happy, i don't care much about myself. perhaps this is why whenever i plan a gathering, i am always not happy cos i always can't seems to make everyone happy.

did our project selection, personally i feel it is going to be tough but nothing going to deter me from facing my problems especially when i have 5 other wonderful group mates whom i know will offer their help. just hope i won't be the weakest link and cost them to did badly.

watched Money No Enough 2 while waiting for tuition to begin. the show is a mixture of jokes and more jokes, really a show for Hokkien Peng. lol. but i guess there is a part whereby i do feel wetness in my eyes. Seeing how the granny was sent to the old folks home and how the kids treat her, i do feel that memories of 3 yrs ago coming back. 3 yrs ago this time, was still awaiting for enlistment and spending my last whole month with granny in the hospital. of cos when enlistment come, my time spent with her is left only the weekends which i treasure dearly. Was so hoping for the 2 wks block leave to come but sadly she just didn't make it. going away 2 wks before POP. though a few of my plt mates was like: "woah. got 1 wks leave from camp." i feel like killing these ppl, talking without sense. Not only do i lost my grandma, i also miss out of my plt best award. but it is nothing compared to losing someone whom u spent the last 19 yrs so close with. anyway, the show i not bad, at least to me. As it does filled me with memories of how much grandma must have felt during her last days.

this wk is going to be busy.
GAW, BEFRIENDING, SENTOSA, TUITION, OLYMPIC OPENING, THE "NOT SO IMPORTANT" DAY, NATIONAL DAY and my last weekend before sch starts.

sorted out my mind. Maybe what others say is right. it's time to let go and start afresh.