withdrawn mood

guess i am hitting low morale again.

sudden feeling. unsure why, decide to give the "kahu" meeting a miss as i suddenly feel like hiding in my own cave :(

got back my result. my first A in NUS but 2 wonderful D pull everything down. so basically i didn't improve nor get worse. a result i am satisfied but i guess my A goes to JIN effort for the 25% project. due to my driving commitment, i didn't put in any effort as he did it for the group. feel real bad and guess nxt sem project i will have to find new members as we decide to break up the grp. or maybe Jin will offer me trial in return. lol. after all i "talent scouted" him for my "team". nvm, i am just crapping. nxt sem, with no commitment, i should be able to do better than this sem.

met up with vincent after tuition yesterday, he is going UK on tue. i feel damn sad, we promised to go together but now he PS me. haiz. but nvm, i will go in future. however, the good thing is he agree to lent me his car while he is away. hopefully he didn't forget.

met up with the guys for lunch today, a mini farewell for peggy before she embark on her bmt training. a bit of confusion as wilson call to scold me for poor planning. in the end, i waited in the rain for cab and been drench i decide to go home change, worse thing is when i reach they ask if i came from the market. haiz. i feel damn sad. nxt time i dun bother to rush down in cab anymore. wahaha. ok. i am just joking. been a long time since we met, so we have our usual talk crap session. seriously, they are a bunch of interesting chaps and i nv regret them being my first batch though they kinda regret that i am their PC. wahah.
3 more mths, and they will ORD. we decide to have a platoon one 04/06 platoon chalet. the committee has been set up so now see who is going to make it. finally, i can rest and not plan. tat what i should be doing, enjoying the moment which the guys should create for me. after all i did what i possibly can in making their 3 mths as memorable, enjoyable as i can. its a little reward i believe i deserve. wahaha.

hmm.. i promise johnathan something, but i have forgotten what and he ask me post on my blog. so can mr LIM pls let me know what i promise u? lol.

alright, that's all for now. i am feeling feverish now. guess it must be the drenching under the pouring rain.