poor sleeping pattern!!!

wed night, thur morning to be exact. wee hours of the day.
i should be sleeping, enjoying myself in the comfort of my bed with the companion of "zhou gong"
but instead i am blogging.

realised something this sem. ever since i know of a faster way to reach sch. i had been giving myself excuses to wake up late like this morning. used to wake up at 6 and leave house at 7 for and 8am lesson but now my alram sounded at 645, and i snooze till 7 before pulling myself out of the cosy bed. and leave home at 720 to rush to sch. it's not a faster way but a rushed manner. i prefer a more relaxed manner in approaching things but this is one major change i see myself for tis sem. always rushing myself. even my project is sort of a rush work.

my sleeping pattern has been affected badly by my laziness. now i can sleep at 12, wake up at 2, den sleep at 230 and wake up at 5 only to sleep again at 6 and den i will have problems waking up at my alarm time. haiz. it's ok if i wake up and attend lesson without sleeping but seems like i had been dozing off in the past few lessons especially the 2 hr lesson. and for maths, it gone case, 2hr and at 8 am. last wk i didn't go cos i lazy to wake up, and today i forced myself to wake up only to sleep in the lecture and now i am totally lost in maths. haiz. this is one typical example of laziness. got to kick this habit away.

lesson learnt during tue lecture ( actually is pre- lecture lesson)- Silence is Golden. A very difficult thing to master but is a very good tool.

saw wei chong at lot 1 while waiting for the time to pass for tuition. he was toking abt john being stress and stuff. while i complained to him abt being boring. one thing he shoot back to me. boring? what is worse than brunei? if u being there, done that, what else is worse?
i don't know what to say since i agree with him at certain point. a short chat but it's always good to see someone familar.

i hate been rushed to do things, and when i am rushed, i will just do it halfheartedly. trust that i can get things done 'cos i nv disappoint when i am being told to do things.

lawrence once say this to me when he was my instructor in OCS," u r the type who perform better when under stress." this is true cos he always scold me during mission and make my head go round and round, worse of all how i wish i could just finish him off with the blanks i had by gapping his mouth. wahaha. ok. now i hope what he say is true. not that i am feeling stress but i hope that when exam stress come, i can perform.

saw this from a blog, https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJ2BoeA9bmbbKvSLP1y93g6e-5z0gxeOBXbqTjJaDqdwdv8wjxuou9q0Wj-l6Bxz7A9g0rmdTI3_q5D-8rquBqJdC-uJZCpvpyFy7WaS7N7nySDOCk0k8I1V7UfdLyrgceUhgO3LU7bQ/s1600-h/Collage1.jpg
someone just prefer ana to maria. and stated that maria is overrated. i can only say ana is pretty too. and omg after seeing this i think she is at certain angle more gorgeous than maria but i still stick to maria cos i prefer a winner beauty.

ok. enough crap. time to get back to find my path to zhou gong house. had a hard time finding him recently and damn, i want to win back the chess game after losing him during this morning maths lecture.