SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!

damn sianzzzz...
4 more dae till end of misery.. but these 4 daes are long..
i got no mood to study..
especially physics..
haiz.. nthing i read can get into my mind..
not that i din put in effort..
but its just tat... physics sux...

looking back.. i have been going to library for the past 4 wks..
1 mth sia..
seeing tis record make mi sick.. 1 whole mth in library...
even sat and sun.. so no life..
army oso dun have tis type of shitty life..
i still can go out with my friends.. but now..
its just books, notes, eat, sleep and all over again..
argh...

tot dec will be relaxng..
but now tat ophir trip is cancel.. due to some problem..
my whole holidae seems to be crashing down as well...
hpefully the bintan trip will happen..

feeling a bit low.. a bit sian.. a bit confused..
maybe i going crazy le..
after all...
studying for 3-4 wks is killer..
even o level i oso nv so pia..
result oso so good..lol..
now so pia.. result still will end up like shit..
LIFE IS BORING!!!!!!!!
and meaningless..

wed nite..i going to PARTY WHOLE NITE....
going to get my usual gang for a nite of fun...
hopefully they will make it..
at least i noe sop and vin will..
lol..