Memories!!!

todae according to lunar calendar is the 3rd yr since grandma passed on...
though the whole family went for the ritual.. i wun be joining..
not tat i dun wish to go.. but mum dun allow mi.. asking mi to concentrate in my studies instead..

its been 2 yrs though..
still remember freshly in my mind the moment sgt tay ask mi down from bunk to break the news to mi.. i was stunned... totally.. and break down immediately.. not caring abt wat ppl see..
luckily i got a wonderful bunch of section 1 mates to cheer mi up.. and of cos.. nxion poh.. my forever crazy friend of section 2..

the memories is still fresh..
from the time spend in my childhood in the old home at circuit rd...
going to market to eat early in the morning...
staying over everyweekend.. and grandma constant qns of.. want to eat?? hungry or not??
and of cos the late nite supper of lor mee everytime i stay over..
and i will nv forget the small innocent boy who always cry over the phone to her whenever a caning session end... and the soothing voice of dun cry.. "dun cry rings in my ear"..

teenage daes was spend mostly at her place as well..
with her changing to a new home in sk..
its rebellious period.. and like most ppl.. i dun like to go over.. as going over = nthing to do..
but thinking of it now.. it sort of regrets..
not spending more time with her...

as her health start to fail..
and mi awaiting enlistment..
daes before tat period were daily visit to hospital..
to see her...
she was there lying down.. yet she can't tok to mi.. and have no way to express wat she wan to sae..
seeing her state i feel damn low..

enlistment came.. and the time i get to see her is only weekend only..
i was hoping so much for the 2 wk break from army.. so tat i can visit her daily..
but that period nv come..
as she passed on 1 wk before POP!!..

memories of her is always fresh...
her care and concern still struck mi deep in my heart...
though its been 2 yrs and life move on...
but i will nv forget wat she has ever taught mi..

daes will just go on.. but memories of her will nv fade..
love ya always, grandma..