LOST!!!!!!!

ok..
back from my first lesson of FSAE...
will tok abt it later..
now lets tok abt wat happen since booking in..

ask the recs to write a commanders' appraisal..
and i have read thru it thoroughly...
i was pleased.. or should i be..
cos if wat was suppose to be rite..
its normal to get these appraisal..
after all its my last batch.. and i should noe the method or techniques to handle different and difficult ppl..
so seeing such appraisal really make my daes..
especially when ANG's oso improve compare to the first batch...

conducted TH1..
quite briefly done..
nthing much to tok abt except to show them the shots..

went for my first ever FSAE lesson..
quite a start..
the lesson is interesting..
2 hrs long..
and it really start to give mi a sense of schooling daes..
however there is one point which i find it hard to understand..
maybe i'm used to being a superior to others..
suddenly now i am a subordinate..
and it seems like something weird..
a role reversal..
and one more thing...
starting straight from second yr is really a bad things..
we r losing out on a lot of stuff..
or should i sae becos of the two yrs NS.. we seems to forget wat we study..
those who start in yr 1 has a slight advantage over us..
saeing all this..
it prove that remaining in the teams is hard..
and its challenging..
but i not going to give up..
give mi the challenge..
i will double it up with my hard work..
after all like wat jH sae..
i am hardworking(pui...) ok..
i not smart but all my success so far is my determination to work hard..
time to do it again..
3 yrs from now..
i wan to be proud to sae i am 1 part of the 09/10 FSAE team that compete in US..
with determination and dilligence, i shall achieve greater heights..

took bus home after the lesson..
the feeling of being a student again is weird..
really weird!!! but its really going to be good..

24 more daes...to a new set of number..
26 more daes to nxt phase of life..
53 more daes to "my beloved pinky"