confused!! unsure!!

a week full of shit..
went SDC.. for the fourth time in this yr.. lol..
din wan to walk around as it is so boring..
but weikiat, wilson and khairul sae we go take pics since i got bring cam..
only manage to get one though.. since all the rest of the exhibit is "NO PHOTOGRAPHY"
so sad!!!


the rest of the dae was just relax and chill.
ssm coc.. and its fun time for us, PCs..
taking pics after pics..
like we gonna be leaving each other that dae..

LTA NAJIB, 2LT LIANG WEI, LTA CHOON GUAN, LTA DANIEL, 2LT IAN, LTA JOHNATHAN


LTAs carrying 2LTs..


different colors beret... but we still can work as ONE..


HEADS together.. to come up with GREATER THINGS..


he is thin but definitely not LIGHT at all..


this whole wk been a bit funny..
the new PC is here to replace mi..
there is shuffling in commanders..
and like wat liang wei sae..
no matter how much i push away.. it still end up in my platoon...
so for now.. the commanders for PLATOON 1 is as follow:

PLATOON COMMANDERS: LTA SIOW CHOON GUAN (OUTGOING), 2LT RIDZUAN (INCOMING)
PLATOON SERGEANT: 1SG ANG THIAM FOO
SECT COMD 1: 1SG ANG THIAM FOO
SECT COMD 2: 3SG SHARIL
SECT COMD 3: 3SG VARUN
SECT COMD 4: 3SG DENNY

almost wanted to blast at the commanders on wed..
due to some things..
but guess i should keep my temper in check..
and lucky i din confront immediately..
like wat OC sae.. try to be open... and i trying hard...

did SDO on fri.. a last min bomb which really cause the life of mine..
not only i have to cancel my night safari trip..(SORRY jen, helyn, jH, qi and shun.. becos of mi u all have to cancel..)
i oso have to endure a whole dae full of phone calls.. and a sleepless nite due to the unstoppable alarm which go off every 5 min from mid nite onwards..

have a chat with new PC todae..
hope he understand.. and i should reconsider what i am doing...
actually after toking to jon and liang wei..
i still dunnoe how to express it..

i am someone who is possesive..
i really regret having to leave the platoon so early..
i dun like the idea of handing the platoon after 4 wks with them to someone else..
all this show how selfish i am..
but i really can't control it..
i just wish i could let it go easily...
haiz...
(trying my best to do wat is neccessary..)

oh yes.. before i forget.. POH has leave ULYSSES or bmtc for sispec.. really going to miss him.. hope to see him soon..
gonna miss the " OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh"

btw, 9 div social nite.. the coy might not go.. currently waiting for OC decision..
and of cos.. even if need.. NO NEED BRING DATE liao.. which is good.. LOL!!

first FSAE lesson for mi on mon... going to enjoy it i guess..
thru- QET.. (how to pass english when i just can't speak properly..)

25 more daes...to a new set of number..
27 more daes to nxt phase of life..
54 more daes to "my beloved pinky"