decided to take the plunge. the decision is not easy. but given the refusal to regret for not doing in future, i might as well just jump in. at least if i "die", i die doing something worthy of.

with the decision, it also means a test of time management, stress management as well as self discipline.

being a person who dun take criticism lightly, it will be a test to see how well i handle them. there 's bound to be criticism no matter how good it end up. (though i cannot confirm it will turn out perfect, but i will at least try to make it good.) and i guess, i shall open up and adopt a "listen and learn" approach. Another learning lesson. "when is the best time to learn?" NOW!

hopefully at the end of the day, i will not regret for agreeing. I will also not "suffer" too much from any external factors. May it be a decision i will look back upon in future and say, " Good decision, CG."

with the plunge, it means more work, less time, and i definitely require more self discipline, better time management. and really, who is the best person to control them. Myself.

i just feel that even though i have nothing to prove to anyone. i have a lot to prove to myself. How well i handle stuff and at the end of the day will the result be good.
i hope for a wonderful process and having a perfect result will be a bonus.

"don't be too full of yourself this time round. Be a "newbie" and learn from scratch."

In a few months time, i hope i will be able to blog a wonderful post telling how great the experience is.