my personal fear is over. at least for the time being.
i can't believe how smooth everything went, and i got to admire my brother composure throughout the whole dinner. he must had hope that everything will be smooth, no stunt to be performed.
Now i can't wait for the actual thing. 3 more mths. WOOoooOOo! if there is a time that i do feel excited abt it, i guess it will be today. HAHA!! i still remember 2 yrs ago, the ROM was held with me not feeing great about it. One thing i guess will be how my family will 'fare'. And indeed it was kind of a embarrassing time but still it was over.

though i said the whole dinner went smoothly, it was only in front of others. Back home, the battle begins. Nope, bro left. i am the only victim left to suffer the exchange of words. :(
though it was kind of expected, but still i was hoping things might change for once. HAIZ!

back to the food. Not really to my liking. LOL! but still, the couple make the final decision don't they. i am there to fill the seats. not to provide comments.

i think i shall go shopping in the near future. Time to get prep for the wedding too. LOL!! wear nice nice. the least is to give my brother some face. LOL!!

i just wish, though i noe it is impossible, that one day, we can be happy again, able to be like those families we seen on TV sitcom, having a good time, understanding with each other and spending joyful moment together. this is what i really hope for and i can still only hope that day arrive. Can anyone fulfill this wish of mine?