失眠日记

ok, i shall blog everything out since i can't get into sleep. let start with something bad :(

recently, i had being home in the day before going out during the late noon or evening for my lesson. and he is home too since he will just sleep till he is glad to get his ass out of bed to work, and before leaving, he will definitely leave me some allowance which he term as my weekly allowance. (seriously, this type of amount is not even enough for a single day unless i eat bread -_-") but i will always put aside as i see that i don't need him to support me. I thought nothing will happen but i was too naive as i heard from her that he tell her everything and even more than what was the truth. why make life difficult for us both when you just want give it yourself? and why make it sound like i am begging for money? i may not work, may be suffering from some economy crisis, but i had not resort to begging you for money, My saving can even last me the whole of my nxt 1 yr if i spend like a king everyday. Seriously i can't stand that attitude of talking behind my back. One might say i should respect him given his relationship with me, but does he deserve my respect? by not talking to him for the past 10 yrs is perhaps the least damage i have done. i don't fight back and hurl vulgarity at him. ok, at least i think i am doing right to someone who don't do his duty and deserve my respect :(

i feel glad to meet up with my good friends today. in the morning i met up with wilson tay for lunch, though it was little time spend considering he came late but at least we do meet up. feel bad for not celebrating his birthday and worst thing, he paid for my lunch today and refused to take my money. really owe him one big one.
after tuiton, met up with LUKE!!!, super long since i last met up with him and without thinking i just sms him for dinner and it came with a movie too :) always nice to meet up and chat with him, though i think he end up doing more talking than i do but it is good to listen to him talk. And we caught ICE AGE 3. SUPER FUNNY, and despite the whole show having a few kids talking behind, i still enjoyed it and i guess i might just catch it again :o
really nice to meet up with the earth and hell :P haha, too bad the heaven one stuck in the camp, if not we can have 天地会 outing. HMM, sound wrong, since i miss out hell, but who cares as long as they know who they are :D wish we can all gather at least once before EARTH BOY go for his exchange.

when you talk to a person more, you know a person better and from him/her you can get more information :) this is what happen and i learn something and from it, i found a secret :P

“对你另眼相看”seriously, when ppl tell me this, i wonder what they mean? negative or positive? haha!

JULY 25th is DARE BBQ!! it had being set and confirmed since i have book the pit and stuff. AT EAST COAST PARK!!! haha!! WEN MIN confirmed that he will stay overnight and let me assure you, WM, even if you don't want to stay overnight, i will MAKE SURE you will cos you will be dead drunk to drive home :P and i believe the rest of the DARE ppl will wan an ENCORE of his performance after a 2 yr break :P too bad there is no toilet bowl for him to hug this yr.

i can't go for 03/07 ORD dinner due to some reason :( and guess we will nv meet again unless someone decide to organise one.

vincent is back and stuck at home due to his quarantine. i miss the Party cos i thought it might not happen and sop said she was not informed abt it too. He say i bluff him and in a certain way i think it is true. So really my bad. But i assure him again, Aug 1st i shall turn up since i had send out personal invitation to 1 or 2 other ppl. :)

i am going for runs and more runs. with AHM coming up, i sign up for NUSRUN which is like 2 wks later and i had decided to take part in standard chart this yr. :)

tennis tennis tennis. i going hit some balls tml with XH. shall teach her a good lesson :)