i guess this shall be a super random post. and let it be a quick note since i am heading to bed soon.

heard so much from different people with different point of views, it really make it wonder, if it is worth all the effort and pain to go through something that only make you vexed over it.
my conclusion: it is worth it. you "see" other people better, understand their worth in you and your worth in them. and lastly, the success of stuff will only taste sweeter when everything which had its ups and downs end.

oh, and it make one grows to in term of character building.

and now came the contraditory point. despite saying this, i am one who choose to hide, to run away from all this. In my mind, i always tell myself it is the right thing to do cos i am saving myself all the trouble and perhaps even prevent wonderful friendships to become nthing when differences will definitely surfaces in the whole course of event.
but deep down in my heart, i do know i am lying to myself, too timid to face the fact and too weak to accept the truth.

personally i am seriously glad to have such a few close friends who can withstand all my nonsense and at times, unreasonable temper and without expecting anything from me, still stand strong by my side when things don't go on well.
this are what i truly think is great friends. differences that do not make both fall out with each other, but instead bond them together even stronger as they understand each other even more in depth.

with this, i just want to end of this super random post.

nothing last forever if no effort is made, but if both parties do take a little effort in appreciating each other, the friendship won't be just part and parcel of life but a full journey of each other life.

P.S, now i know why i am not Arts student, cos even the quote i come out with sound super sucky and not right.