Disappointment!

3 papers gone, and i shall take a break tonight before continuing for my nxt paper which is like another 4 days times.

first three papers gone and i am totally disappointed with myself.
EG- think quite ok.
Automation- disappointment. i thought i should do well since i did all 6 past yr paper with ease. But i can only be disappointed with my own effort. My best shot for an A is gone. Though others might say it is still early to say since there might be bell curve. But failing to do the 1 qn is a failure. i don't want just to do well in the paper, i want to completely OWNED the questions.
Materials- Another disappointment. I thought i should be able to cope but somehow i failed to get it right. 40marks gone. HAIZ! should have not take Material since it is nv my forte. should have stick to my manufacturing mods!

2 left, i don't have much hope for the last paper while the second last paper is just one that i can S/U if i don't do well. Hopefully i can still perform some miracles in the last 2 papers.

I never like having exam in rainy days. and usually when it rains, it spell trouble. talk about superstition. this is one which is super true for me. and had happened before in the past. The whole of last wk had no rain but on my second and third papers, it rains. AND THAT IS WHEN I WAS TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED WITH MY PERFORMANCE!

so sad but there is really so much i can do.
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