lalala~

exam period is always the toughest period to get by. time seems to be moving slowly when you are revising. however when the paper come, it seems like it came too fast. Currently i am feeling the former. had been doing the same few questions again and again that it came to a point where i am not sure if i am right in my concept. i just wish i can go and take the paper now! however this thought will change in 2 days time. i bet i will be grumbling that i didn't make full use of the time i have to revise. LOL!! in short, i am hard to satisfy.

random:
saw my bmt platoon commander and platoon sgt. kind of weird to see them and know that they are in the same yr as you. Yar my PC and PS were the same age as me when i was a recruit. to see both of them was kind of a memory flashback. still remember my first ever PC interview.

PC: what is my name?
me: i dunnoe. you haven intro yourself yet.
PC: you dun even bother to look at my uniform??
me (thinking to ownself: KNN. 1 2lt only big F*** ah. nv intro still want me look.) : erm, no. didn't notice.

with that i already condemn that idiot PC who is currently a Law undergrad.

my PS on the other hand is a super discipline person. though i got to say the platoon got the worst from him with the famous "wednesday period" of 1/2 hr changing parade, i still respect and admire him. Firstly, he may did nasty task for us but he will protect the platoon whenever he need to even if it mean standing up against a higher ranking. Secondly, i never had to tie my helmet netting or any other stuff as he will always use mine to demostrate to the rest of the platoon. third, he will pull ppl out for pep talk. One which i got during the field camp that make me so sure of myself that i remain high morale for the rest of the 7 days field camp.

Anyway, the purpose of saying all this is: it is not the rank/appointment that gain the respect but the things done that gain it.

i had fun over my msn dp this few days, but i guess sometime we carried a certain joke too far that people believe it totally and won't change their thinking even if we told them it is a joke.

99% of confidence with 1% of hestation define a leader. if a person do hesitate in decision making, he is definitely not a good leader. I am one now.

ok, enough for today. i am just trying to relax by blogging. if not my mind is all on brittlness, ductility, first law, right hand rule, machining and all the crappy formula which i need to know in the coming 12 days.

10 days, 5 objectives, 1 result.