disappointment!

had a very sad day. ate my lunch alone at cck. something i hate which is to lunch alone. but i guess what happen over lunch is worst. was occupying a 4 seats table since that is the only available table around. 2 warrent officers came and took the seats. i am fine with them sharing seats but what one of them did pissed me off. without my permission, he just took my bag which i placed on the chair to another table. so i guess i am not kind too. i question him and he just give me a "bo chup" face. pissed off, i ask him to think of what he is wearing and not disgrace the organisation. somehow it also trigger him and he shoot back to watch what i am saying. i didn't want to become a show for any passer by so without finishing my food i left.
seriously i don't understand the attitude of this warrent officer. to think that he is considered to be one of the senior member of the SAF and should be the one who uphold discipline in any unit. but somehow his discipline is lacking in this aspect. Perhaps if he is wearing civi, i would not had been unkind but wearing the uniform, the least you should do is to uphold the discipline that the organisation envision. Seriously, i wondered y did SAF had such ill disciplined soldiers and yet promote them? disappointed!
* i have no problem with the WOSE but sometimes i think the WOSE need to reconsider their discipline. Been the one who are always enforcing discipline, they should set the example. Officers are merely following the discipline aspect despite been higher in rank. and though officers should also be setting examples but the one who scold others for discipline is still the WOSE.*

i am screwed again when i realised cck lib is closed for renovation. so i am left with no studying place. fortunately, i managed to get a seat in the condo lobby and studied there till tuition start.

i went for the log interview. quite a causal one and the questions asked are more or less expected. anyway the reason of joining is to learn from the rest. see other leadership style and learn from the good ones. not that i am doubting my own organisational skill but somehow i guess it is good to expose myself to more styles.

home after tuition and catch the ch u 7pm show.quite funny. and the song is not bad. so went to find it on u tube.and here it is.


i seems to be very relaxed this sem. not that i am not scared of exam, i am still afraid and is still mugging hard, just that i don't wish to stress my ownself out cos i am beginning to realise the importance of other personal wellbeing. perhaps when things are beginning to fail, it make u look at stuff differently.

i can't wait for dec to come. :)