Friendship

2 more days of term break past! Nothing done as usual! sad!

more sad news!!
I WON"T GET MY FERRARI from YQ anymore.
mr yq, the "ma ta" friend of mine who decide to venture into the skies hoping to be above all was sent tumbling down back to earth hard. I as a friend was sad for him too! though the joke was that if i am not going to get my ferrari, our friendship will end!! But as what i told him, our friendship is not worth just a pathetic ferrari. Guess it is not the best way i can console a "sadded" person, but i guess it somehow soften the impact a bit as he continue joking that we should at age 81 continue hanging out at our "favourite hangout at JEC". LOL!!
on a serious note, YQ and me are definitely very weird friends. we seldom meet up, Not the closest of friends during sch time yet our friendship is the strongest among the whole class after so many yrs. One of the guys that i can crap and talk serious with. Though the advice maynot always be the best but it is always nice to have someone sharing your prob.
Anyway, got to wish him all the best for his nxt dream: SIA PILOT. this time round, he promised me free air tickets to anywhere i want. LOL.
bet, we will meet up soon when he is back. And to Mervin, another friend who survived the test: MUST continue to Jia You.

finally handed up log book today. though it tkae longer than what i expect, but somehow when it is handed up, i feel a bit relieved. So after that went to science fac to collect my 8GB thumbdrive, and accompany Edm for lunch. while he was having lunch, i just slack and look around. We began talking about the group of guys playing pool under the banner of "medical society" whom we assume are docs. I said something like, woah none of them got the doc look. Edm replied that nowadays none of the doc got the "doc face" anymore. thinking abt it, yar, with the advancement of the society, i guess some docs are more hippy than we can guess.

i did a good deed today. the couple beside us left their seats and left behind a wallet. Seeing it, i took it and remove the content and throw the wallet away. LOL. ok bullshit, i take the wallet and return to the owner. guess the couple was stunned that they keep looking at each other but before they say anything, i left.
upon returning, edm asked did he offered me a drink or something. I replied NO and he added on asking me that wasn't i disappointed that i got nthing in return?
i explained that i am not looking for anything in return when doing such things and he explained about greed which i guess i wun want to go into detail. i got to agree with him in certain point that everyone of us do have greed in us. But how we control such greed is what make us different from others.

i am super sian. Sian at my lack of discipline. i should have studied, but ended up slacking. i should have done it, but ended up giving reasons to avoid doing. i should be shot man!!

i left 3 days of holidays. And i bet i wun have much time to study, given that how pack my activities are.

Fri: dim sum/movie/wedding dinner
Sat: LB
Sun: Study/ Kahu Dinner(thinking if i should go)

Sun will be the day i need to be disciplined. while the rest of the available time will be spent on my project. Need to keep the momentum going.

I can't wait for tml. Food all day long. And it is good food, good company of friends and families. I LOVE it. YUMMY!!!! oh, speaking of food, i had gained weight in a short 4 days holidays. haha. surprising? nope, cos i have dinner and supper everyday. Mum just want me to be pig that she keep asking me eat. ALMOST every hour. and now i am really a pig. NXT wk, i will start running again, after i sort out my niggling knee problem.

tata, i am back. i can feel it. the comfort of blogging. LOL!!!

a qn to ponder on: 你是情人 还是朋友 还没勇气 想得太多