Disappointment!

feeling abit down today. Got to say i am quite disappointed with myself for not putting enough effort over the past yr. Saw the requirements for Specialisation. Though it is not a must to have one, but from day one, i am hoping to get into precision specialisation. sadly, seeing the requirements, i am just too far off. Guess, i will just live on with it. it does make me wonder what the hell i am doing the past yr. though i always say result doesn't mean anything. NOW IT DOES!!

studied in sch the past 2 days. Now i am beginning to battle. Though not on full mode, but it is already gearing up. hopefully, in 2 wks times, i am in full gear.

Luke msg to meet up. somehow, i guess my reply make him to change his decision. so ended up not meeting.

Met up with xy just now. went around walking aimlessly. Cos was really quite a last min decision to meet up. wanted to eat, but given the heavy dinner i had, i decided not to, as i want to reduce my weight further. ippt in 3 months time. WOO!! after a 1 hr of aimless walking in IMM, we headed home. STUPID XY. dropped me off at her place. ended up i have to walk all the way back home.

home is definitely not a place to study, so i ended up reading. the past weeks had been reading and more reading. after the completion of the "eragon", "eldest" and "band of brothers" books. i am now beginning on "citizen soldiers". while reading that, i am also on "sun tzu bin fa" online version. guess tml i will get another book, the third and last installment of eragon which was released last wk. Jin sent me 7 esps of "generation kill". Guess i will start watching when i have the time. Cam't believe how much military leadership series/books i am now watching. LOL. bad time to do it since i should be studying, but what an unconducive place home is for studying.

"One who knows the enemy and knows himself will not be in danger in a hundred battles."

"One who does not know the enemy but knows himself will sometimes win, sometimes lose."

"One who does not know the enemy and does not know himself will be in danger in every battle."