a relaxed evening.

wonder when is the last time i spent my evening at home watching tv programs and chilling out? guess it must be quite long ago. haha. i did it today since there is no program for the evening. watch this chinese series on ch u which i didn't know the beginning but gosh it was not bad and i ended up watching the whole thing. in the show, there is this actress which i initially thought was liu yifei but actually is huang sheng yi. they do have similarity eh that is both are beautiful. waha.

continued watching zhou ri ba dian dan and they were having this imitating others competition. the one being imitate is Wu Bai ( the only chinese singer who i think can really considered as a rocker. haha. and i do like his songs. woo.) there is this contestant who look so alike with him that he manage to use his identity and earn quick bucks from advertisement that all the companys only realise he is only a lookalike after signing the contract. the singing part was good too. kang kang did a splendid performance. no wonder he is one of my favourite host. haha.

alright, will talk a bit about soccer now since i am damn bored. hehe. this morning like i mentioned earlier we went sch to play. guess i did feel low after having my shoes spoil even before the game start and it became worse missing a few shots. i decided to fall back and defend instead but worse thing came when i clear the ball it just bounced off the opponents and get into the net. it was just "suay" i believe. things get worse when teammates are not running and i have no option to pass. alright, guess i should not blame others but myself for been "apt less"( is there such a word?) haha.

i was browsing through adidas webby and i decide i will get these few things before my next game. a pair of shoes (just for street soccer), a shoe bag, and a duffel bag kind of bag.

tml is D day. a win or lose the title match for man u. i will not be able to catch it since i starting work in the early morning on Mon and gotto sleep early just in case i doze off in my first day of work. sadly, next week champions league, i guess i will miss it too. haiz, but it might be a good thing, since everytime i watch, they sure lose. haha. so now that i don't watch, their chance of winning is higher. yeah!!!

YQ flying off soon together with mervin for their pilot training. now i going to have one less person to talk to about all my problem. hmm, hope the day he come back will come soon and may he successfully pass. haha, after all my Ferrari dream will materialize only if he become a pilot. haha.

feeling that i am selfish, very unforgiving, full of hatred. wondering why, if mum can let it go, y can't i especially when she is the one who is hurt and not me but i just don't understand how she can stand talking to him again and by doing so, it only make me hate going home since the their voices will boom through the whole room. freaking irritated.

RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN for a clearer piece of mind!

wei and Hs asked me if i am still going ahead with my chalet. wondered if i should cos unsure who will stay, and it is so funny to celebrate Big at 23 when ppl celebrate Big at 21. haha. will consider though but tag me to let me know if u are interested to come and will stay or not. haha. ok here the groups i will invite if i really have one.
1) sec sch close friends
2) DARE
3) U coy commanders
4) OCS close buddies
5) 04/06, 03/07 close recruits
6) CSC friends
7) uni friends

ok, that's the list. what i mean close is as long as i got talk to u and u don't mind talking to me then is close. haha. so basically is everyone i know. lol. tag to let me know k. cos if i really do want, must prep now cos i got less than 2 months away.