GONE!!!

my second last paper was a mess. first of all i thought the duration was 2 hrs and only minute before the paper did i know it is 2 and a half. good i thought as it means prolong agony inside the hall. secondly, when i flip the paper i was like:"wah look like tutorial and past yr paper" i thought i finally can redeem myself but the sad part is the moment " you may begin" was given, my whole mind went blank, this went on for the whole half an hour. when i finally started doing, mistakes began flowing in, a simple 2 x 5 x 10^6 i did wrongly and got 25 x 10^5. i only realise my mistake after the paper. seriously i hope i can pass this paper as there is no much hope left to do well. and as for my other papers, same thoughts too and i just pray i can clear this sem and maintain my CAP.

was chatting with WM over in msn and he was talking about the big new that is in the group. i joked with him that there is another bigger news than it and he immediately guess i got gf. damn, how i wish what he say is true but sadly i am only pulling his leg.

saw GL's blog and was surprised he remember my big day and he intended to take leave if i ever celebrate. so touched by his words. but i think i will be too lazy to plan also. after all the past 2 years get by without planning. 06- 21st, in camp doing last mission. 07- 22nd, at home sleeping but after a hectic week of chalet and fieldcamp which also allow me to witness our dear WM drunk and spouting nonsense. haha. 08- 23rd, no plan for now cos i still praying for what i have been praying for the last 2 years. haha.

speaking of bday, here the list for the MAY:

4 may(tml)- soon wei
17 may- han qi
23 may- Johnathan

ok i guess i stop here cos i kinda of lose what i want to blog already as i am chatting while blogging.