falling sick soon.

back from my E5 briefing, didn't join the group for outing cos initially got things on, but in the end when i board the bus to leave, was told no need already. even my tuition was cancel. haiz. everything happen so damn last min.
the briefing was great. get to see most of the councillors as well as the program outline. play 2 games which was fun and our group came in second. haha. we are strong but will be stronger. wahaha.
during the game, was asked about colour. i kana stunned and jason told me so obvious with my stunned look. wahah. yes. i SAY AGAIN here: I AM COLOUR BLIND. hmm. not something to be ashamed of, after all i am one of the lucky 20% of the male population in the world who have it. but it does bring me inconvenience though like i cannot be pilot, not allow to work in the aero industry despite my interest and worst is having a colourless life. hmm, i always been poked fun of when people know, tat why i try to stay low when talking about colours. even when meeting people for the first time, i always will be early and wait for that person so that i don't need to search for them since most people always use their clothes colour for easier identification.

i am used to being asked or should i say tested on what colours by my friends. like during the uni, wilson will ask me all sort of colours and laugh. and of cos i won't forget the day i took my chemistry practical test for the O level, i need a teacher to sit beside me and tell me the colour of the chemical and he happen to be TEW. furthermore he suan me damn loud. "kaoz, colour blind, still need me to tell you the colour." lol. seriously i am fine with all the jokes afterall i realised ithe problem when i coloured my first apple drawing orange and insist that it is red during my kindergarden days. haha.

so to all my friends, or whoever happen to hop in here, since u all know don't ask me for colors, and occasional jokes is fine. too much i show u an ugly side of me.wahaha.

feeling damn sian and seh now. guess partially is the weather and i just feel low morale. haiz. going for a run to clear myself of unhappiness.

btw, here's the MTV for the song i paste yesterday. go see and sing along. i have been singing it for the past half an hour. it is damn good for sad people like me.