study times!!!

i started to prep for my mid term today. very last min since i going to have my first paper on sat. went to the central lib to study. been quite a while since i went there to have some serious reading.
finish the 5 tested chapters in 5 hrs. quite productive in fact. went off with the rest of the guys as they head to meet their respective grp of people while i head off to JE lib. been a long long time since i walk in there and it is really nice to be back. haha. after all it is a good place for me since sec sch and where i found love. wahaha. continue my study on one of the table and one man just came over to share the table. a working class and he is taking night class i guess and it make me realise how lazy i have been. An working adult is using his spare time studying while a student who is supposed to study has been lazing around finding excuses to slack off. time to change my attitude.

were talking about something call doomsday which is speculated by people to be on 21 dec 2012? we were talking about ways to prevent been "doomed" and i find that the more we try to prevent something from happening the more likely it will happen. Murphy's Law?

alright. a flash of that freaking motorbike accident that happened yesterday and i kind of remember i did some stupid calculation while daydreaming on the bus ride.( due to the fact that my ipod has not been with me for quite a while.) this calculation is on the price of myself which exclude the amount of daily expenses. just investment to make me knowledgeable or a better person. here it goes:

kindergarden to sec school: approx $400 (sch fees plus the "o" level fee)
poly: approx $6000 (just the sch fees)
NS: approx $10000 (guess this is very little considering the 2 oversea trip i went, the numerous blanks and live round i fired and of cause the expensive equipment that they "loan" us to use and gave us.)
Uni: approx $6000 ( though only halfway thru but i already paid for the whole year fees)

total: $22400

don't seem much cos it is to the min. but it is actually alot more and there is a min. of another $12000 to come in the nxt 2 yrs. All i can say is if i give up now, i am as good as wasting the money spent on me, so instead of complaining abt things, i should make things happened and make myself worthy of my hefty "price tag".

alright enough crap for the day, time to study more before hitting my pillow and to chiong another day tml.