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alright, i take back what i say yesterday. maybe it is too harsh to scold people F**K** and maybe my tone is damn bad. cos even people who read can tell i am angry. Seriously speaking, i am not angry yesterday, just irritated. so ms peggy, dun worry i wun flared up easily and definitely not in front of u. LOL. only ur bf and his platoon mates saw my fiercest side but i bet he will say not fierce to save his face. WAHAHA..
another thing is i am not sad or angry, so i dun need things to cheer me up, Mr jIN, Don't tell me abt the " i know something that can cheer you up" lol. cos i nv feel bad just feel IRRITATED.

after some thoughts of the incident yesterday, i do admit i was HOT tempered but i do see changes in it. when did i flare up so easily nowadays? i think no. even most of the time when things wasn't going right i just "suck thumb", accept it quietly, only KPing inside my heart. Never scolding people or whatever. but seriously i do feel that the people i know longest are people i understand the least. guess its becos we don't share things with each other. Wei will know what i mean cos he is always the one not sharing and now i guess i also doing it back to him. Did make it known to Hs abt it and i dunnoe he agree or not. its tit for tat. Not good for a friendship but i wun budge tis time round cos i had enough.

alright better stop all this unpleseant stuff. just back from befriending. got a change of befriendee and its our first meeting. won't say tat it was perfect but it is better than i thought it would be. actually i find them all very cute. wahah.. cos their conversation is so funny. but tat's not the point. the point is i will have to work hard in trying to improve his as well as my life.

I can feel the heat coming. The visit-to-library period is coming soon and i plan to start early cos i had been slacking for a long time. end of this week, i will start to study for the term test and library will be my 2nd home again.

Looking forward to sat air show.
first- i can see the wonderful flying machines.
second- i can met up with the DARE guys again.
third- the long lost HQ is back into the grp and finally can catch up with him.
forth- it should be the last long outing as i plan to 修练武功 in the enclosed room.

It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.- William Shakespear