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nthing to blog.. but i got nthing else to do as well.. so just come in see what shit i can write with a blank mind.. lol..

the past few dae is driving, driving and driving.. except for mon.. whereby i went ikea thinking of getting a new wall shelf and a cupboard.. but shit man.. its way of budget.. lol.. think give mi a few plank and i can make 1 i like.. (how i miss the d&t daes.. haiz..)
driving was bad i would sae.. being only the forth or fifth lesson.. and i'm screw by the instructor.. expecting mi to noe things which is of a later lesson.. lol.. u think i will noe how to reverse well in the 4th lesson??? lol.. but nvm.. i'll bite my tongue and endure tis scolding.. cos i wan the license badly..
saw rd at driving center.. was toking to wei abt her that dae.. and was quite surprise to see her.. sms Hs and wei.. and their response was.. " nv go tok to her??"
haiz.. if toking to her was easy.. i would have done it 6yrs ago.. and who noe.. it would have been happily ever after.. lol.. but forget it ba.. been so long le... got to learn to let go..

sch begins nxt mon.. and fri going NTU "see see look look"..
and sat morning would be go back tss see the cca open house.. EW has ask mi again.. so just go loh.. dragging YQ along.. and nite time.. would be ULYSSES COY commanders GATHERING.. haiz.. i am the planner.. yet i haven book yet.. lol... damn lazy.. but dun worry guys.. with mi around everything sure "sui sui" on that dae 1.. lol.. as long as u all dun be "pilot" can le..

din run the past few daes though i wish i did.. but my knee seems to be disobeying mi.. and climbing stairs is already a bit of pain for mi sia.. HOW??? i dun wan to be pai ka.. haiz.. guess slowly ba... no run.. den upper body loh.. but seems like abs is hard to train.. lol.. the more sit up i do.. the more fat i look.. darn..maybe becos of my food intake ba.. lol..

read the book hong give mi as christmas present.. it's quite interesting.. and though i haven finish.. i think it more or less change a bit of my thinking.. and somehow i think it help mi be cheerful more.. lol.. cos after all jan to july period has always been my most "down and low" period each yr.. and since i haven go into that state yet.. i dun wish to begin..

COURAGE is not the ABSENCE of FEAR. It is the ACT in spite of FEAR.

The CHALLENGE of LIFE is to APPRECIATE EVERYTHING and ATTACHED yourself to NOTHING.

the second note above actually mean alot.. lol.. the explanation by the author really open up my mind.. basically is dun think too much.. enjoy wat we have now and we will get wat we actually yearn for.. hmm.. so for now.. i giving up my NYR 6.. lol.. whcih is my bdae wish 3.. so the less i look for it.. the more likely it happen eh.. let see if its true... lol...

4 more wks to CNY.. guess it will be another tough period to get by.. since i nv enjoy it.. and it being in feb again only make things worse.. the usual stuff.. i'm free for the first 3 daes.. call mi out if u guys wan a breather from the CNY thingy as well.. as for the fourth dae.. i got plan already.. cos it mum half century dae.. lol... so thinking of something for her.. hope it will materialise..

P.S as i sae.. i just type wat i have in mind.. so it is mostly bull shit.. lol.. dun read too much into wat i blog for tis..