feeling LOST!!

the whole wk was bad..
after that incident.. practically my whole study momentum was lost..
i took 11 wks to find it.. and manage to start last wk.. but after 1 wk.. 1 incident is all it took to break it.. haiz.. now i need to find it again..

its a boring life..
wake up, sch, home, online, sleep.. tat wat i've been doing since losin the momentum..

finding my life even miserable when i was toking to 1 pri sch friend..
she is working now.. and been a working adult.. she has the time and spending power to go for holiday.. Taiwan is where she flying to tml.. so envious of her.. lol..
was toking abt sch.. and telling how sucky life is.. and all she can do is sae the same for work..
haiz..
i'm nv satisfied with wat i have!!!

went sch for physics extra lesson..
its for champion like mi who buang the term test..
feel quite good todae.. maybe becos its maths problem solving.. and its my strength..
guess when the extra lesson proceed to physics.. i will not find it fun again.. lol..

was stun when the girl in my group ask mi for my answer.. i was like.. wah.. sems like i'm not the worst.. got ppl worst than mi.. taught her wat i can.. and nthing much..
y isn't she a pretty girl.. lol.. maybe i will put in more effort and for the rest of the extra lesson i would study before going just to be able to help her.. but too bad she not pretty.. lol.. so i guess i wun put in the effort ba!!..

went siong place coffeeshop to watch the match with wei..
been so long since i watch a full match..
quite alright... and its different compared to watching at a bar..

a few more daes to exam...
i need my momentum back..
and definitely the concentration level which has been missing greatly...

5 papers.. 1 mth time.. and i can chill and relax again...

a slow and tortorous upcoming mth...

and

how many more incident is going to happen?????