tough life ahead!!

hmm..
being in sch for 3 daes..
i can sae though it's only lecture and no tutorial or lab..
i can feel the differences..

in the past,
3 daes in poly.. i still could relax.. tok cork.. and dun care abt lecture...

now,
3 daes in uni.. i feeling the heat.. i'm expected to know a lot of stuff...
and how can i do it when i had spend almost 2 yrs in the jungle and all my mind is green color..

i'm oso trying to get used to the "new" lifestyle..
of being alone.. and the only entertainment i have is my own tv,pc,bed and of cos all the notes..
its was the lifestyle i used to have 2 yrs ago before enlist..
but i was so used to having someone toking to mi at nite.. chitchatting.. the nite away..
haiz.. i suddenly feel lost... unsure of my own living environment..

and its not just this...
sch is beginning to be sucky..
i beginning to think i made a bad choice..
hmm... wilson(aero) now nus buddy.. ask mi of any alternative plan i have..
and i just sae.. SIGN ON loh.. lol.. just joking la..
if wan sign would had sign 1 yr ago le..
but teaching is not bad a career...
hmmm..
3 daes down..
just got to wait and see...
see and hope for improvement..
maybe i might discover new things abt myself..
though i believe i found alot the past 2 yrs..lol..

k.. 2 more daes before i get to see the guys again..
todae their range.. wonder how they fare...
and really hope they do well.. after all.. range is my SME... lol..
ffi change date le..
change to nxt tue..
wtf.. means i nxt tue have to go back.. sian..
not of booking in.. but of the travelling part.. argh..
if it has being nearer.. i dun mind booking in and out everydae from camp to sch..
haha..

23 more daes.. to "PINKY"