finally..

ok.
missed almost the whole dae of lecture..
cos had to went back camp..
and FINALLY...
i had complete my FFI and fit to go on..
lol..

the moment back camp..
saw benjamin.. he's back for clearance..(roving now)
and he feel like extending..

the coy seems quiet..
later did i noe the some of the commanders had book out..
being not around a whole wk.. i did notice a change..
not with the company but with the platoon..
firstly..
ang has left bmtc.. for 3sir..
and secondly.. the platoon office change a little..
all the boxes which ang keep the stuff is gone..

but there r 2 things which pissed mi off a little..
firstly.. my field pack is being used.. damn it..
i pack nicely.. every single pack.. and it was used without my knowledge.. and the things inside r a bit screw up now.. i dun mind lending.. but ask before taking.. haiz..
secondly.. a dirty orange cloth is placed over my beret and jockey cap..
hey.. wat wrong with u ppl?? its dirty and u place on my headdress?? nvm..
but its beret.. dun respect mi still ok.. but the least is show some respect for m beret... haiz..

even the recs behaviour(plt 1 only..) i oso find it weird..
the ambience is just different.. haiz..
and later did i find out from them the numerous things that happen tis wk..
i have always try my best to defend the decision made... and to let the rec understand.. like the past wk when they complain..
but todae.. i'm totally stunned at the thing they sae and it make it hard for mi to defend...
haiz..

all i can sae...
plt 1 is changing.. and its a drastic change...

now all i care abt is games dae...
win it or burst it...
i seriously dun have confidence..
firstly..
i had not seen the progress..
and base on wat i noe..
t-o-w and c-r is not doing well..
if t-o-w din make it...
it's the end.. and it will be an ultimate disappointment..
haiz...

knew that there is some prob with the OIC thingy..
haiz..
now i wish i din start sch.. so i could do it fully..
but with sch started.. and like nobody willing to be OIC..haiz...
i can only blame myself..
its true in something..
u can delegate jobs.. but u cannot push off responsibility..
haiz...

a really depressing dae indeed..
:(