A ray of light?????

kk..
went to NUS for the medical checkup..
supposed to finish fast.
if not for that stupid wei who din bring the form..
end up having to go back his place before getting 1 simple checkup done..

went bugis after tat..
temple again...
tis time round...
i join in with the "seeking for guidance.."
wat did i ask?? or wat problem i have..
let's just keep in a secret for now..
but the guidance slip i receive sae something about being satisfied with wat i have..
and be patient.. my time will come..
1 sentence i remember very well... which is..
wat is lose will soon be found back..

haiz..
alright..
i will be patient.. and i will wait..
slowly.. but surely.. it seems i will get wat i deserved...

went to play COH..
2 of us.. and wei being a new player kana addicted.. lol..
soon i will intro to more ppl...
and i will make it a 4 p 4 match..
wooooo...

book in during the nite for todaes' life run...

5km- shagged...
nearly die...
one thing cos i wake up in the middle of the nite to watch my first ever soccer match for a very long time..
and very disappointing.. MAN U LOST.. haiz...
seems like i am a curse to them.. i still remember.. watever match they play and i watch.. they sure lose.. i have nv seen them won a single match.. knn..

safety seminar.. follow by a 3hr long meeting..
ok.. dun wan to comment on that..
just keep mummmmm abt certain things...
i dun wan to sae too much... cos i can't even solve my own prob let alone other prob..
haiz...

went swim with phangster..
tok a bit of cork with him..
surprisingly.. he facing the same situation as mi..
though i din tell him tat...
went home together..
and we slept on train.. lol..
too shag le..
but end up both of us give up our seats to 2 elderly man..
see.. we r damn kind and helpful arn't we..
lol...
when he alight.. i found a new seat.. and ZZZZzzzz all the way...

back home and got a letter..
another rejection by airforce..
haiz.
forget it.
i give up.. not going to apply anymore..
let just sae after the guidance thing.. i feel more relaxed... my mind is more stable le..
and i will follow it.. BE PATIENT..
i not going to apply anymore.. since it is destined not to be mine..
haiz...
though sad.. but its a truth..

going to meet up with some long time no see friends tml.. and not forgetting.. getting my 2 pair of specs.. omg.. my pocket has a damn fucking big hole....

I LOVE MY NEW FOUND BELIEF------- PATIENCE IS THE BEST WAY TO SORT THINGS OUT....