ok..
back from the UO training..
quite interesting.
but more job for us instructors..
seems fun.. and it look interesting..

notice 1 thing..
recently..
whenever i'm back in camp.. no matter wat programm there is the nxt dae.. mi and jon will definetely talk and talk till near dawn before i doze off for a couple of hour of rest..
been talking to him as usual.. on sun nite..
and faizal oso join us..

stay in after the UO as i needed to attend a meeting...
with only 2 guys plus the COS around in camp... and no rec for mi to F around..
all i can do is.. go gym.. den eat.. den watch tv..
and surprisingly.. ARTS central got this interesting program.. named DO NOT DISTURB..
its at 10pm on mon nite..
lol..
the 1 i watch yesterdae nite was damn funny..
and the three of us who stay behind.. kept laughing.. or actually is mi only.. cos.. its damn stupid.. cos of the female lead..
if my gf is like her.. i would go crazy..
lol..
nxt wk.. i staying in again..
and i will watch again.. to have a good laugh..

only after the meeting did i went home.. and its like 4 plus before i reach home..

wat johnathan sae was rite..
i was finding excuses for myself..
i have friends to tok to.. abt my prob.. but i choose to keep quiet..
and use alcohol as a tool to make myself forget everything.. and only temporary..
the usage of alcohol is getting more and more frequent..
and i am misusing it..
should start to change.. or i will suffer...

THINGS going heated up nxt wk..
lots and lots of job..
and its keeping mi busy.
which is good..
at least it help keep my problem out of my mind...
time for a short chill before booking in tml.. for thur cohesion run...

NUS checkup tml..
its getting nearer and nearer..
woo..
i can't wait for the next phase of my life..
really hope for it soon..

most of the ppl r undergoing CCC..
i can only wait for it.. in JULY..
when i get my 2nd BAR..
hehee.....