back from camp..
mood slightly better now...
did a bit of area cleaning.. in camp..
den play a bit of bball...

went PS with KF, phangster and WY..
have our lunch at KFC..
shared a buddy meal with KF as well as a zinger meal of my own..
though i wan to lose weight...
but a meal of KFC is a welcome change after daes of dieting..(skipping lunch and even dinner at times..)
went with KF to register for his MDIS lessons..
glad to see 1 more friend going for upgrading..

went play COMPANY OF HEROES after tat...
though i dun noe the game neither do i like playing lan.
but its the first time i kana hook..
stay there till 6 plus.. before heading home...

the game is fun and i dun deny.. phanster is damn good..
but all tis is becos he play before..
give us a moment.. and we beat u flat..
lol...

nxt few daes going to be busy man..
going for some extra cash... for tml and thurs..
den got to book in for that shitty parade..
where by i will be asked to move around under other's command...
LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT.. KEKIRI BU SAN..
KE BLAGAN BU SAN..

on fri wat i like hear would be..
KELUA BARIS..
den still must go for TSR test.. haiz..
think will be able to pass la...
lol..

den meeting 1 friend..
nite time.
hopefully can meet up with vincent and gang.
long time no see them..
since i free now... better make some effort to find them..
DRINK..
tat wat i wan to do..
i wan to be DRUNK..
away from reality..
away from wat i am facing now..

TIME IS RUNNING SHORT...
CERTAIN THINGS ARE NOT GOING ACCORDING TO PLAN.. AND NEVER WILL..
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY..

am i wasting my effort?
my time?
or even my feeling and passion??

TIS IS 1 YR I DUN FEEL GOOD AND NTHING SEEMS RIGHT UP TILL NOW..
i just hope for a better yr for the other 3/4 of 2007..
dun ask for much.
let mi ORD in peace and have a peaceful yr in study.. with no other problems or trouble.. and my driving license..
i expect nthing much other than those 3 things....
seriously.. the future seems to be getting more and more dark for mi..
the light at the end of the tunnel seems to have diminished...

PRAYING FOR SOME LIGHT..